June 1st, 2007

(no subject)

Note to self:

Don't email your parents when it is both a full moon and you are in the middle of a panic attack, because you wake up feeling like a total and complete asshole.

Also, don't post it on Live Journal.

And, remember what a wonderful girlfriend you have when she wakes up and realizes that it was a bad idea for you to email your parents and deletes their responses before you can read them so that you don't give yourself another panic attack.

Also, when the doctor says "try to stick to two xanax a day but if you need a third or fourth you can have them" take the third or forth when you feel the panic attack comming on.

Don't simply try to be macho and strong and tell yourself you don't need the third or fourth.

Most importantly rememer that your girlfriend loves you, you've been through this before and it always turns out OK on the other side.