January 10th, 2007

The Soft Pink Glow

Reading a pretty girl's entry about Xanax made me realize just how powerful addiction is.

Even though it's been roughly four years since I had a Xanax just reading her post made me remember exactly how it feels and made me really, really want a Xanax.

Tuesday

Man, do I love Rome Girl

Yesterday, she got up early and went shopping and came home with the ingredients to make pasta with pesto and chicken breast. I sat working all day just fantasizing about what it would taste like. I wasn't disappointed.

She also downloaded some Season Three Episodes of Desperate Housewives and better still some Season One Episodes of Weeds.

This is important because she knows that I am in love with Mary Louise-Parker.

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By the way, looking for this picture I stumbled upon a news item saying that Parker will soon appear in a film version of Attwood's The Robber Bride , which is perhaps the best work of feminist fiction ever written.

Seriously, if you have not read it, go to Amazon right now. Do not pass go. Do not pick up the new Thomas Harris book.

We had a good night's sleep and then Rome Girl woke me up with some oral loving.

Life with a woman simply does not get any better than this.

I'm signing off now to do the dishes.

From The Freelance Job Boards

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I need an ad written up for a weird and unusual eBay auction. I found a stick the creek near my home the other day that has been worked over by a beaver. It has been cleaned free of bark save about three inches on one end. I thought that perhaps this could be promoted as something extra ultra unique. something that no one else has or will likely ever have.

I thought I could mount on a wall plaque and doll it up a bit to make it something that could be shown off.

I thought someone that has a way with words could really put a nice piece together.

There Is A God

Today it was announced that Van Halen is going to be inducted into the Rock And Roll Hall of Fame!

Not only is this good because these boys deserve it. It's also good because it is such an extreme case of potential disaster at the award ceremony itself - because you are going to have a whole bunch of guys there who really, really hate Eddie Van Halen.

Just imagine what the jam will be like. Who sings? Diamond Dave? The Red Rocker? The guy from Extreme?

Even Michael Anthony hates Eddie now! Why, you may ask? Because he was recently fired from the band he helped found to be replaced by Eddie's son!

Some day some genius promoter should launch a "Screwed Van Halen Former Band Members Tour."

It would sell out in a heart beat!

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Take A Walk On The Wild Side

"Dance with the devil," the old expression goes, "and the devil don't change. The devil changes you."

I was thinking about this this week because of a recent Dan Savage article on cuckolding. Since then I've searched around for other people who have fetishes but try to live "normal" lives at the same time.

My beef, in general, is that in any sexual or fetish based community 90 percent of the people are sane and take things to reasonable levels, but there is always a very vocal 10 percent that seem to just take it down to the lowest level possible. And, what's really scary, is that you know they started out just like me, but then like never saw the line.

In the cuckold community these people are represented by dudes who for whatever reason become obsessed with the idea that their wives or long term partners need to "fuck nigger cock."

This kills my hard on so fucking much, not to mention that it is patently offensive. For me, and for 90 percent of people like me, all we want is for our lovers to have romantic affairs every so often.

That's way different from guys who post "Need Mandingo for my bitch" or "Want Nigger Cock for my wife."

It makes me think that I'm going to have to eventually give up the cuckold communities the same way I gave up communities for Big Beautiful Women several years ago.

It's no secret that I like big girls and so when I found communities dedicated to that I was upbeat and happy. But once again I was pushed away by the 10 percent who take it too far. In that case it was the weirdo boys who, I shit you not, wanted to find women they could "feed" until they got to the point that the ladies could not leave the house.

I wonder if this is how mainstream gay men must react to serious flamers who slut out in parks or how mainstream lesbians must cringe when they see girls with 17 piercings and shaved heads with strap ons under their Levis.

Not to get off on a rant....