bart_calendar ([info]bart_calendar) wrote,
@ 2008-05-10 15:11:00
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Clean Water
I was talking to my shrink the other day about how so many of my dreams involve cold, clean water.

The other night I had this dream where I "woke up" in the dream and was really thirsty and needed to drink ice cold water. In the dream there were dozens of refrigerators in my apartment, but as I opened them up I could not find what I wanted.

Instead they were full of bottles of gin and vodka - which looked like water but couldn't quench my thirst. Every so often I would find a bottle of water, but it would be warm, or full of sand or salty.

The more I looked the more bottles of booze I saw around the apartment ad the less water. Even the tap in my sink didn't work. Finally I really woke up.

I've also had dreams where a faceless woman - who tells me I need to figure out who she is - keeps transporting me to different places, each time carefully washing my feet in cold clean water.

And other dreams where I'm swimming up a river and keep getting washed to the bottom. Before I start I drink from the stream and the cold water makes me feel strong and powerful and able to start up again, even though I never reach the top and always get washed down to the bottom again.



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[info]twain
2008-05-10 02:13 pm UTC (link)
I don't know what your shrink said - but maybe your body is telling you to cut down on the alcohol.

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 02:16 pm UTC (link)
Strangely, I have cut down quite a bit. I would guess I drink a half or a third as much as I did even a year ago.

Hence, the lack of drunk stories on here these days.

She thinks it's guilt related somehow and perhaps related to me being worried about seeing my parents for the first time in two years.

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[info]twain
2008-05-10 04:38 pm UTC (link)
If you've cut down on alcohol, are you drinking enough fluids?

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 04:40 pm UTC (link)
I would think so.

I drink a two litter bottle of evian and half a bottle of orange juice plus one coca cola a day. (my doctor says I can't have more than one coke a day.)

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[info]twain
2008-05-10 09:15 pm UTC (link)
Well - bang goes my common sense explanation. :)

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 09:19 pm UTC (link)
The obvious explanation is that I'm crazy.

Also, I suspect that because Rome Girl got me to drink less and enjoy life more that I probably look at her as a "pure" thing. And she's not here now.

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[info]radiumhead
2008-05-10 03:56 pm UTC (link)
That dream means you are a total alcoholic.

(joking.)

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your fortune told, your mind revealed
[info]thoughtsex
2008-05-10 07:40 pm UTC (link)
Rome Girl is your fresh water.

Fridge dream: searching for her, discarding others, having her gone from home.

Feet dream: she is the Magdalen washing, anointing and drying Jesus' feet (biblical)

River dream: the myth of Sisyphus. She sustains you, but is insufficient for you to attain what you need; the rest you must find within yourself.

I used to remember only my diving/swimming/water dreams. Often, falling from a boat into water.

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 08:56 pm UTC (link)
Wow.

You just made me happy.

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Re: your fortune told, your mind revealed
[info]thoughtsex
2008-05-10 09:40 pm UTC (link)
Cross my palm with silver...

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[info]elshastorm
2008-05-12 02:00 pm UTC (link)
Feet dream: she is the Magdalen washing, anointing and drying Jesus' feet (biblical)

That's exactly what I was thinking.

River dream: the myth of Sisyphus

Hm. Sisyphus pushed a rock though... But I do understand the parallel.

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[info]thoughtsex
2008-05-12 02:54 pm UTC (link)
This is a sentence or penance, for what original infraction only the dreamer knows...

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[info]monkey1976
2008-05-10 10:31 pm UTC (link)
This is so obvious.

You drink too much. You go to bed and your body is dehydrated, hence, the dreams about water.

The few times I've dreamt about guzzling water I've also happened to have gone to bed crazy over-the-top drunk.

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 10:47 pm UTC (link)
I'd agree with you except these dreams seem to happen on nights when I drink very little. Also, when I wake up I'm not thirsty. I'm only thirsty in my dreams.

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 10:54 pm UTC (link)
I think it's much more likely I'm waiting for christine to come home and make me feel clean.

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[info]bart_calendar
2008-05-10 10:59 pm UTC (link)
I think this explanation makes the most sense.

http://bart-calendar.livejournal.com/920539.html?thread=9544411#t9544411

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